No one knows..

human mind is the strangest thing I will ever come across......I say mind and not heart becoz being a medical  student just doesnt allow me to think of heart as some kind of romantique breakable delicate housing area for mushy ideas rather I know its just a blood pumping organ....which god for bid if fails all romanticism will have too wait for next life....okay enough of my slap stick humour.....still human mind is the actual seat of emotions....feelings....and of all, pains...I could tell the exact name of the parts but that would drive your mind crazy and angry.....here we go another emotion.
strangeness of mind lies in the fact that it knows the exact millionth of the second we are about to make some relationship farce but still it allows us to commit the same ,reason, some mistakes have to be committed to realize the importance...of people around us....of life and more so our own significance in this world....and the common sense says we fall we folly and we free ourselves.
almost everybody has an opinion on relationships....your mom,your bff,even your ex....but the crux of the matter is that there are no set of rules....and that what makes it unpredictable...and fun(not for all though)
whatever works for one might not click for other.....
so the ultimate million dollar question.....what to do....and the zillion dollar answer no one knows.....so stop taking advices from ur friends,,,stop getting jealous and mimicking the cute next door couples thinking it works for you....just meet it head ons....and you will have an experience of a lifetime....you will have a great story to tell your grand kids(if you stay alive to see them after years of unhealthy lifestyle...!!!!!!!)


The best advice......-------when you fall for someone....make sure there is a trampoline below!!!!!1

this comes from my own garden.....and the idea of putting it up here is just to calm me down coz im off to one of the scariest mission.....yes you got it right.....exams......there is never a moment when my mind is bereft of thoughts yeah sometimes they are downright silly,obscene....even demented.....but always conspicuous by there presence......somehow the chain gets broken ....specially during exams.....so im off to scaryland .....and cross my fingers....

FALLEN ANGEL.....

End of light is all I can see,
The broken wings,the bleeding dreams
Breathe and wake up or you will be dead forever
Coz i dont wanna move now or ever.....


Smoke that rises from the top of mountain
shoves the birds away from the edge,
The ones sucked in try to come out in vain
Can you see them ?????but you cant save them.


Loneliness is sometimes beautiful,
but sadness is always tragical...


Breathe and wake up or you will be dead forever...
Coz i dont wanna move now or ever.....

AN ODE TO THE MOON!!!!!

when how or why i fell in love with the moon is unknown

but the only thing i know is dat he too is alone

melted silver ripples violently beneath the cool facade

my heart the burning sulphur suffers the same shade

they tell me you are crazy coz he has the heart of stone

but the only thing i know is that he too is alone

in the drowning silence i can see his silent screams

in the eerie dark i can listen to the white streams

he beholds the threshold of an unseen land but he wont tell

whether its gonna be heaven or its gonna be hell

he scorns the pines and larks

who try to reach the heights

he wont admit but he is afraid of his own sighs

he shrouds himself in the purple veil

oblivious to my odes

once again blazing horizon

heralds the chariot of the dawn

once again he bids adieu to heal his own wounds

once again he leaves me alone to drown in my own pains

once again i decide to do my crying in the rain

when,how or why i fell in the love with the moon is unknown.

bt the only thing i know.is that he too is alone