Alco-holed discussions!!!

you dont know what drinking is unless you have sat down in a bar with a high ball glass alone in the murkiest corner with a head so light and a heart so heavy that land slips beneath your feet.The cruelest of lies are always told in silence....and those who say they blurt out the truth every time spirit crosses the thresh hold of their esophagus are the worst of d liars....or is it liers im confused ...check for yourself....
all the lifes miseries,your losses start playing a slide show infront of your eyes....either you become 2 quiet or too chirpy...either way you realize whats wrong with you even when evrything is going silk smooth...
mind plays hide and seek.....head is spinning 1200 rpm,,.....and evrything wrong ever happened is out there in full glory for evryone around to witness and smirk....
long time back one of my friend drunk called me and said "i wasnt supposed to be born..." the best happened after that...i remembr i 2 was a bit high and hence started the conversation of a life time wherein i replied "exactly...you wrnt suposed to be born and i wasnt suposed to live so what do we do next....i told him to pick a pink floyd no...and play it in background for the obvious ambience it provides....n i still remember  shine on you crazy diamond was playing...
ohh the things we do when we are drunk....some turn philosopher....some self haters.....some fall in love with evry thing they come acrss...even the inanimate things....chair,stool,glass....u name it....
we question gods working....we rebuke lifes unfairness....we procastinate.....we repent......we relent......only to revert to our fake self the next morning....
but also true is the fact that alcohol annihilates the inhibitions like nothing does.....whatever is gnawing at the back of  our heads come right out in front....
ahh the pleasures of drinking......i knw im being extremely optimistic but if ever i get some super-high position in administration 1st thing ill do wl b legalize drinking in every possible way....may b i wud make it mandatory for the citizens of indian republic to drink and start work or they will b hanged till death....but that wud b dictatorship not democracy.....
your head is swimming in wine and your fingers get smoke stained(exceptions like me keep free of smoke...)
you want the midnight to stand still for ever....like a midnight mass.....and you pour another drink in your glass....
you discover holes in your soul......
and you dont realize you have been crying in your beer....