Courage is not about having the strength to go on,its all about going on when you dont even have the strength. I read this when i was going through one of the worst phases of my life(and i seem to have made a habit of having worst phases every now and then.) and this has stuck with me ever since. i have had days when i gave up, i have had days when i stood up, i have had days when i stumbled ,fell flat on my face but what i never did was give up,(though i was tempted to do It most of the time,but fate did not let me) i would be lying if i say im again ready to take a challenge , im not. All i want to do is rest my tired to the bone soul, put my head in your lap and sleep for the rest of my life dreaming the dreams i always saw.. but life does give you lemons. Someone said to me once that the real emergencies are only if your house is on fire, you are starving or you are dying. Well its none of these right now but another kind of emergency the heart burning kind. I know the wise man who told me about the real emergencies must be smirking on reading this. I have gone beyond the point of really caring about else. Selfishness becomes your barrier and an effective one at that. I am not ready to give up,not yet. Just one more try even if takes every ounce of will power i have. One of the biggest misconception we feed our souls is that change is gradual, well its not. Its so sudden that it sucks the air out of our lungs, knock us on all fours. One day we are alpha while the next moment we Are surrendering our selves to the higher powers. I want to write, magical words, gleaming with emotions, but they dont come to me easily. I wont give up, not yet even if it means writing a blogpost about the leibster awards I received(trust me this was not emotional blackmail to get you to read my post but an honest confession.
Ritvik Gautam who writes at Casacio has been gracious enough to pass on the liebby as he calls it, Im sure you all know the rules of liebster. So here are the 11 questions Ritvik wants me to answer.
1.What does your name mean?
Well my Name was kept after goddess Rati.
2. What is your ideal holiday destination like and why?
On top of my mind is Greece island, dont ask me the reason why.
3.if you had a geanie and he could grant one wish what would be it and why?
Well its simple, i want to go back to 9th july 2011 and remain stuck in that day for ever.
4. What according to you is that one thing that could change the present situation of the country?
Again very simple, make rajnikant the head of our country and deport the foreign rulers.
5. What is god to you?
The only light i see when rest of the people in my life have blown all my candles.
6. Before I die, I want to...
Simplicity is my middle name, try all the adventure sports in the world.
7. Blogger or wordpress?
Well im a self confessed tech-challenged person so blogger for me.
8. What would you like to be reborn as ?
Considering the amount of pampering my murphy is getting definitely murphy.
9. One thing you wish you could just delete from your life.
Not thing, but person.
10. What would your alternate occupation be?
Without a doubt journalist.
11. Whats your honest opinion about my blog?
Well without being diplomatic ill tell you that i make it a point to read all your BAT entries and they are upto the mark. You are getting there.
Rest of the rules i have already followed and you could read them here.
Ritvik Gautam who writes at Casacio has been gracious enough to pass on the liebby as he calls it, Im sure you all know the rules of liebster. So here are the 11 questions Ritvik wants me to answer.
1.What does your name mean?
Well my Name was kept after goddess Rati.
2. What is your ideal holiday destination like and why?
On top of my mind is Greece island, dont ask me the reason why.
3.if you had a geanie and he could grant one wish what would be it and why?
Well its simple, i want to go back to 9th july 2011 and remain stuck in that day for ever.
4. What according to you is that one thing that could change the present situation of the country?
Again very simple, make rajnikant the head of our country and deport the foreign rulers.
5. What is god to you?
The only light i see when rest of the people in my life have blown all my candles.
6. Before I die, I want to...
Simplicity is my middle name, try all the adventure sports in the world.
7. Blogger or wordpress?
Well im a self confessed tech-challenged person so blogger for me.
8. What would you like to be reborn as ?
Considering the amount of pampering my murphy is getting definitely murphy.
9. One thing you wish you could just delete from your life.
Not thing, but person.
10. What would your alternate occupation be?
Without a doubt journalist.
11. Whats your honest opinion about my blog?
Well without being diplomatic ill tell you that i make it a point to read all your BAT entries and they are upto the mark. You are getting there.
Rest of the rules i have already followed and you could read them here.
I can see that you are going through a tough phase...wanted to ask you something...but it's not the right time....will leave you to you for the time being....tc
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